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  LITTLE BONES

  N V Peacock

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  Published by AVON

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  First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers Ltd 2020

  Copyright © N V Peacock 2020

  Cover design by Holly MacDonald © HarperCollinsPublishers Ltd 2020

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  N V Peacock asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.

  A catalogue copy of this book is available from the British Library.

  This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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  Source ISBN: 9780008436353

  Ebook Edition © October 2020 ISBN: 9780008436360

  Version: 2020-09-28

  Dedication

  For you, the reader.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgements

  About the Author

  About the Publisher

  Prologue

  Too many young boys are out tonight. Broken-voiced taunts and high-pitched laughter echo down the road to him. Crowds make him more careful. One boy alone is easy prey, but with packs of children roaming the streets, his actions need to be more careful, more considered and more inconspicuous.

  To inspect the young faces on offer, he slips down to second gear. Crawling along the kerb, he hunts for the right one: the one all alone.

  Emerging from a newsagent is a boy around ten years old with a plastic bag; wearing hand-me-down clothes, but sporting new white high-top trainers. For a moment, the boy stops. He looks down at his feet, eyeing his trendy footwear with pride, watching how the metallic embroidery catches the light. Happy, he almost skips forward, but then remembers his purchase. Rustling in the bag, he brings out a shiny packet of football cards, which steal his focus, so it takes a few seconds for him to notice the car creeping beside him.

  Carefully, the driver rolls down his window. ‘Can I give you a lift, mate?’ he says.

  Looking down at his cards, the boy keeps walking, albeit at a quicker stride now.

  The driver glides the car along to keep pace with his prey.

  ‘Don’t be afraid – I’m a taxi.’

  ‘You don’t look like a taxi.’ The boy stops and quickly adds, ‘And I’m not afraid.’

  ‘I’m off duty tonight, mate. Look, I have a kid about your age. I’d be worried if they were out this late, all alone.’

  Smirking, the boy says, ‘It’s not late.’

  ‘It’s dark. You should be home by now. Your parents will worry.’

  ‘I’ve spent all my money, sorry.’

  ‘No charge.’ He then whispers the next sentence like it’s a secret only he and the boy share. ‘Look, the streets are full of crazies. I’d hate to see your face in the morning paper. Didn’t your parents ever warn you about predators who take little boys off the street? There was that kid who never made it home last week. You know the one.’

  The boy narrows his eyes. A kid at his school did go missing a few weeks ago.

  ‘All right. My dad said to get home before the streetlights come on, so you’d be doing me a favour.’

  The man grins. ‘No worries, mate. Hop in.’

  The boy quickly slides into the back seat. When the man hears the slam of the car door, he knows he has his prize. It’s like the snap of a jaw, the puncture of teeth, the squeal of an animal knowing its time has ended.

  The boy’s face will be in the newspapers, not the next morning, but maybe the one after. The man sees it in his mind’s eye and smiles. He’s killed four boys now, and the police haven’t connected the cases. Even if they had, no one would ever consider him a suspect. He lives with his happy family in a beautiful home. No one would imagine he has a dark blue room in that house. A room where each boy he has stolen gifts him his last words and final breath. A room where he hasn’t bothered to wipe the blood off the walls, or even muffle his victims’ screams.

  He’s the perfect man, the perfect partner, the perfect father. No one would ever see anything different. Monsters who kill little boys are evil and ugly and wear long dirty macs. Those sinister creatures skulk in the shadows while committing their dark deeds, ashamed of admitting the why with the how. When he looks in the mirror, he doesn’t see a monster, but the smile of a man about to get what he wants.

  ‘What’s your name?’ he asks his prey.

  ‘Thomas.’

  Chapter 1

  The blade slices through the flesh, and a pink sliver falls down into a perfect curl.

  ‘Cherrie!’

  I look up at my name to see Mr Dawson, my boss, pointing towards a customer; a fifty-something woman with sharp features and an even sharper stare. Our eyes lock, and her fake fingernails begin clacking an impatient rhythm on my countertop.

  Smiling, I stuff my hands into new plastic gloves, and then step towards her.

  ‘Can I help you?’

  ‘Five sirloin steaks.’

  She narrows her keen eyes at me. I hate it when they stare; I’ll probably drop all the meat on her beady-eyed watch. Carefully, I pull two steaks onto the scales. The cost is already at £13 but it doesn’t seem to bother her. Reaching over, I grab a third steak.

  Suddenly, the customer cocks her head and asks, ‘Do I know you?’

  I try not to react. Instead, I widen my smile and continue piling up her meat like a butcher’s game of Jenga.

  ‘I’ve seen you somewhere before,’ she says.

  ‘I’m here in the shop most days.’ I nod, trying not to look her in the eye.

  ‘Do you live on the Pine Holmes Estate?’

  The moment the question leaves her lips, she realises how silly it is. I’m just a shop assistant, and the houses in Pine Holmes are worth more money t
han I’d see in three lifetimes.

  ‘I wish,’ I say and laugh, although it comes out more like a strangled hiccup.

  Without bothering to tell her the final price, I quickly wrap up the meat.

  ‘So, where do I know you from?’ She’s not even asking me now, just talking to herself.

  Thrusting the package towards her, I throw her another smile, hopefully one that concludes our encounter. Still, the woman lingers. Looking down, I see her palm is flat against my clean glass countertop. As she moves her hand to collect the meat, she leaves behind a sweaty smudge.

  ‘I’ve definitely seen you somewhere before. This is annoying.’

  ‘Sorry, you don’t know me. I don’t think we’ve ever met,’ I say, which is the truth, just not the whole truth. Daring to look her in the eye, I commit her face to memory so I can avoid her in future. She may not remember who I am now, but I might not be so lucky next time. Memories have a habit of snapping back into place like elastic bands.

  ‘Can I get you anything else?’ I ask.

  With a blank face, the woman stares at me. If we lived in a cartoon, this would be when I see inside her mind to watch the exhausted mouse on its wheel. I want to yell at her to give the poor rodent a break and stop her pointless interrogation but instead, say, ‘Enjoy your steaks.’ Life isn’t a cartoon, not even close.

  I turn away from her to continue slicing the ham. With my back to her, she loses interest and wanders deeper into the belly of the shop.

  These encounters only happen now and then. Strangers who feel a tickle of familiarity when they look at me, and mentally chase their tails trying to figure out how I’ve crossed their paths before. Nowadays, people’s attention spans are thankfully low. Usually, when I slip on the plastic cap and apron, no one bothers to look beyond them. It’s why I love this job so much.

  Grabbing a cloth, I wipe her parting smudge from my countertop. I wring my hands together, shut my eyes, and remind myself that that is all she is, a smudge on the surface of my day, nothing more. When I open my eyes, I realise she didn’t even once say thank you. If Robin behaved like that, I’d have grounded him for a month.

  ‘Hey!’ Tracy steps out from the area behind the plastic curtains, where we sign in the meat deliveries. We affectionately call it backstage and the counter onstage.

  ‘Where have you been? I’m onstage all on my own as a one-woman show.’

  ‘Feel like having fun tonight?’ she asks, avoiding my question.

  ‘I can’t go out tonight. Leo’s buying a bottle of wine and we’re watching Strictly Come Dancing together.’

  ‘I swear Leo is the most boring boyfriend in the world.’

  ‘Boring is underrated.’ I smile.

  ‘Look, I thought Gran was going to go with us tonight, but now she’s told me that she already went with her mates from bingo instead. We need a fourth person.’

  ‘A fourth person for what?’ I ask.

  ‘Come on, Cherrie, when are you going to join the rest of the world on Facebook? We’ve been talking about tonight on there for ages.’

  ‘I’m a private person. I don’t like strangers seeing stuff about me.’

  Tracy lets out an exaggerated sigh. ‘We booked a psychic, but she’ll only see groups. We need at least four people. And I’ve been so looking forward to it.’

  ‘Why?’

  ‘I just want some hope that I have more of a life to look forward to than this.’ She motions at a pile of sausages.

  ‘I get the need for hope; just why four people?’ I ask. ‘It’s not like some mystic number.’

  ‘Because four people’s money makes it worthwhile for her to get her psychic on,’ Tracy replies with a sigh. ‘Please come with us.’

  ‘I’ve never been to a psychic before. What do they do?’

  ‘Her name is Mariah. She reads tarot cards. Gran told me she predicted her little bingo victory last week, and her heart operation. It’s only £25. A bargain to know your future.’

  ‘Look, can I think about it and come back to you?’ I ask.

  I’m not sure I believe in all that psychic stuff, but if I’m wrong and this woman sees things in my past she shouldn’t, it could be disastrous.

  ‘I need to know now. Come on, Cherrie.’

  My kneejerk answer is no. There is no win here. If this fortune-teller is crap, she’ll tell me nothing, and I’ll be down £25 to discuss nonsense with a stranger. If she’s good, she’ll see my past. Not that I can tell Tracy my concerns. We may have been best friends for the past decade, but she has no idea who I am, or should I say who I used to be. I ought to say no. However, if I turn down this invitation, it could be months before the girls ask me out again. I could do with a night out, and as much as I worry about someone recognising me, it still hasn’t happened yet. My name may live on the tips of the tongues of busybodies, but it is yet to be spoken aloud by those close to me. I can’t let my past rule my present.

  ‘Okay, I’m in,’ I say.

  Tracy jumps up and down. ‘You’re the best, Cherry Pie.’

  She hasn’t called me Cherry Pie in ages. A sudden warmth makes me grin back. ‘What time and where?’

  ‘Pick me up at seven. We’ll go together. Wait.’ She stops and narrows her eyes at me. ‘You’re not going to flake out on me, are you?’

  ‘No, I promise I won’t flake out on you.’

  ‘Fab. Oh, and there are privacy settings on Facebook, just so you know.’ With that, she disappears backstage.

  It’s Saturday, but the shop is quiet. Boredom affords me far too much time to think through what I’ve just agreed to. The worry of a stranger poking about in my past continually wriggles to the surface of my mind, like a worm in the rain.

  On my break I text Leo that I’m going out with the girls tonight. His text back is cool along with an emoji my phone is too old to read. I still have an iPhone 4; emoji created after 2010 show up as an alien face. Leo says I need to update, as I’m only getting messages with half the information, but I love my phone. It was given to me at a time in my life when everything started to get better. It was the day I found out I was pregnant with Robin. Leo treated me. He wanted us to only ever be a fingertip away. I’m not prepared to give up on that solid, plastic daily reminder that I’m loved.

  By the time five o’clock rolls around, I’ve served two more customers, and counted the chicken wings and stuffed olives twice. Tracy has already left to get ready for tonight. I’m alone. Almost.

  As I put the lids back over the deli tubs, I see a young woman of about eighteen looking over her shoulder then back again at the pre-packaged meat. Shoplifter. I reach behind the counter and pick up our radio. It’s our only security – it links us to the main shopping centre’s lads in uniform. We call whenever we need backup.

  I hesitate. If I catch a thief, it will mean hours of police statements and paperwork, which would equal an escape from the psychic encounter tonight, but it would mean no Strictly with Leo and Robin either, ruining my Saturday night.

  The shoplifter raises her gaze. She holds my stare as her hand snakes out and grabs a chicken. A whole chicken. Without even looking away, she puts it under her coat. It protrudes like one massive knobbly boob. I’ve seen nothing like it before. Is this some gang initiation thing? Ten years in the job, and I’ve never seen anyone blatantly steal in front of me. Like a toddler who you’ve told no to, but does what they want anyway. Damn the extra time. Without breaking our staring contest, I lift the radio to my mouth.

  ‘Security Team, come in.’

  The radio crackles, and I smile at the girl. Robin went through bouts of both terrible twos, and the even more terrible threes; this shoplifter has no idea who she’s dealing with. If she wants to act like naughty kid, then I’ll treat her like one.

  The girl purses her lips, blinks, and puts the chicken back. As she does, her coat flaps open, revealing her pregnant belly. The giant mound before her dwarfs her thin frame. When was the last good meal she ate? Who is looking after he
r?

  An eardrum-pounding bleep sounds and Tim, the head of security, comes over the radio: ‘Hey, Cherrie, are you okay down at Dawson’s Food? Over.’

  When you hold the radio, stealth is off the menu. In the past shoplifters have stampeded towards me when hearing it go off, but this girl looks as if she’s about to cry.

  I soften my smile. ‘Everything is fine. Just wanted to say goodnight. Over.’

  ‘Oh yeah, you part-timers only work until five on a Saturday now. Have a good weekend, Creeker. Over.’

  ‘Thanks, you too. Over.’

  She stares at me, mouth slightly open. Is she shocked I’ve given her a break, or waiting for the right moment to shove the chicken back under her coat?

  Putting the radio down, I motion to the company sign hanging above my section and say to the girl, ‘They call this place Dawson’s Creek. After the TV show.’

  ‘What TV show?’

  ‘Never mind.’

  Wringing my hands together, I make a decision. I pack up some meats, olives, and cheeses into a large package.

  ‘Here, take this.’ I wave the package towards her. ‘And take some bread and milk.’ I nod over at the shelves sitting parallel to my section.

  ‘Why are you doing this?’ she asks, yet walks up to take the food before I can answer.

  ‘Looks like you need a bit of help. I know what that’s like. Don’t worry; I’ll mark it all down as being out-of-date. We throw out a shocking amount of food here.’

  ‘Thank you.’ She looks down at the food package as if it’s the most amazing thing she ever held; wait until she gets her baby in her arms.

  ‘You’re welcome. I’m here again Monday until five. Come around the back, and I’ll save more out-of-date stuff for you.’

  ‘The guy on the radio said your name was Cherrie. Is that right?’

  ‘Yes. I’m Cherrie.’

  ‘I’m Kylie.’

  ‘Your mum used to watch Neighbours eh?’

  ‘Huh?’

  ‘Never mind. See you Monday, Kylie.’

  She nods, takes a loaf of bread and a four-pint jug of whole milk, and then leaves.

  The shop is eerie when it’s empty, so I quickly check the tills are cashed up, then leave, locking the front door behind me.